im excited now :D just this last week of boredom then fun :)
oh wow i feel so much better, telling the truth does that but honestly
this time it felt like i was holding my breath and then stabbing myself in the chest
haha but now i feel better, and hopefully things will get worked out
....
so today i realized....
1.) i cant control other people in anyway, emotions actions or words
it isnt on my shoulders how they react to me its just who they are and i cant do anything about it
2.) apparently people can actually grow on you haha weird
3.) i miss sande! and jason! and everyone else in medford :( ... i realized it was really bad when i saw a picture of the gym door and almost started crying
oh god... i wish i was visiting :( i miss everything about it right now.... i even miss frikin pine trees! and the lake :( and sigh
*i have a new thing to add to my list of things to do before i die*
its gonna be amazing!
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