well i havent done this in a while...
i like saturdays in general... im not sure i like 4th of july being on a saturday tho idk why... it combines two potentially good days into one hmmm
anyways, my day is fairly dull... normally id have family stuff on 4th of july, but my dad is on call
and my mom is never in a very good mood when my dad is gone
its cute in a way lol i have to say, my parents are the only older people
i actually think of as still being a cute couple, its kinda funny
....
well ive decided that part of my life problems
is that im extremely suspicious
... of everything, even when i dont have a reason...
my mother was oh so kind in informing
me of this actually haha
apparently i always assume the worst of anyones
intentions therefore im
never dissapointed in people,
but i fail to enjoy anything that is good
and my life is gonna suck unless i learn to
let go a little and trust people
i think thats a slight exaggeration,
but i guess i see where shes comming from
hmmm... ill work on it i guess lol
what else?
...............
im finding myself missing oregon :( well friends there anyways
.................
i want to go to..... a lake
idk why... i feel like sitting on the front of a boat :)
it would be amazing
ive been swimming allday tho... and i think im sunburned...
im far to bored for my own good lol
i also sat in this little blow up boat i have in my pool
ahahaha i looked super cool
i need to find something to do yeesh
happy 4th of july :p
...i should make fireworks... we shall see
